A Wonder of Reflection

Dearest H4T31 members,

how are you, it seems that the time had flies fast and in no time, things for me somehow is getting much more real than ever and feel the fantasy that I lived are ever shedding to little pieces like the leaf that slowly shed away with its ever changing season..

For now I'm lonely, sarcastically, should I be this directly in lamenting my dilemma? I guess who cares right?

I feel like want to eat ice kacang and its been a while I haven't went there alone to eat to enjoy the chill of the ice that melts as you tried to hold it in your tongue for few minutes. I've been there quite a number of time when I reach here but as time goes, I have lesser my visits to the ice kacang store..

I haven't been contacting you guys for a long time, should I contact?

I had a query which goes like this:
If you got some friends and each of you haven't contact you due to the reason of buzy (possibly), should you initiate in contacting them or just let it be? Would contacting to them hurt you very much as indicating that you just free and have nothing important to do?

Lastly, A friend said this which I found out quite nice. i feel like saying this to you all.

"Dearest H4T31,

I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I love you. A thanks to you. : ) "